I’ve learned some things about myself after being on my own for the past year and a half.
I’ve learned that I have some fears that keep me from getting close to others and maybe that is why I keep losing my lovers.
I have for sure learned more about my drawbacks and what I need to work on after being on my own. I’ve learned that meditation is necessary for an impatient person like me as well as that it would help me in my next relationship, if there is another one. At 56 years old though, and working the cooling contractor on my own each week, I don’t meet many ladies like I did when I was young in the clubs. At 25 years old you feel there will be an endless line of ladies waiting for you, but that line shrinks more and more each year as you get older. So now, with the advice of my heating tech buddy, I am learning to be a kinder and more patient cooling tech at work and also at home. I still have a lot to learn however hopefully one day some lady will walk into my life and put up with all of my shortcomings. Maybe she will walk in the cooling contractor one day looking for a heat pump or something, or maybe she will never walk in and I will be alone the rest of my life. I feel time will tell, but I am trying to be a gentler and kinder lady in the meantime. I wish you all the luck in the world.