There are times where I’ll just sort of catch myself looking at my fiance, then for sure, she’s straight-forward to look at, no doubt.
But that’s not actually the sort of thing I’m talking about.
I’m talking about actually seeing my fiance at time as well as just remembering how lucky I am. It’s the moments where she’s being quiet or doing something inside the central air conditioning of the dwelling that I catch. I don’t know what it is however the gratitude to the Universe sure hits hard about then. I have no idea actually what that awesome creature is doing with me. But she’s still here some 20 years later. I started trying to cut out of the friend zone with homemade dinners at my place. We’d had tea a few time as well as even did something together with a group. But this was the first time that she was inside the air conditioning of the apartment. And honestly, that wasn’t much of an apartment. I sorta had to work extra hard to put some lipstick on that pig. I had to crank the air conditioning just to let the seasoned heat pump catch up while I used the stove as well as the oven, and plus, I must have lit something like 40 candles. It was every candle that I owned plus a bunch of others I borrowed from the lady down the hall. Well, I kept having these dinners as well as miraculously, I moved to the girl zone. And I also learned that all that burnt candle was ends up glazed right over the top of the air filter for the Heating as well as A/C equipment.